As from 27th Feb onwards, I am suspended from work until further notice. I won't tell the reason why as it is related to work issues. Not my fault but I also don't feel like going to fight for my rights. Since I had already decided to quit long before the incident happens, I think I'll just let go.
Now in a phase to look for new job.
Btw, SCDF called me this morning regarding about the simulation test. I am in again! Haha! So, this time must really go. Wish me good luck.
7th March, 8.30am
HQ SCDF
Civil Defence Complex
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17/02 - AGM & TC4
Its CNY eve. Today went to AGM. Got the 1st ang bao. AC gave us de. $5. haha. meeting ends at 10am. after tat go lunch with the gang. by the time we finish eating, its only 11.30am. OMG! so early? so, went hm to take a 2hrs nap. overslept abit so have take cab to work. works at 4.30pm TC4. sian lor... eve still got ppl coming. no rest sia. than finish work at 12.30am n got free cab home.
18/02 - GR2
today surpose to work at 2pm but aini told me come early to cover V3 at 9am. so, it means 13hrs shifts. its 1st day of CNY lor. Running ard like mad dog. Covers counter, SIC, TC, PR, TPT and at nite GR. So tiring.
19/02 - SIC3
Work SIC3 today. But im running afew times to GAC to help candy n chai kee. Today not so bad. Still managable. But afew ppl are starting to get sick liao. can see lor.
After tat went to aunt's house bai nian. reach hm at 10.30pm.
20/02 - MSP
ok, kanna pull to MSP today. luckily suriya was there also. work 8-5pm. so tired... than after work went got the my NPCC gang again for reunion dinner gathering. went to Marina Square BillyBomber. Have a great time there.
21/02 - GC1
Surpose to work GC1 de. than at 9am kanna pull to do VAC counter. Its a lousy day not only me but to alot of ppl too. I got 2 grps of ppl coming back for package exchange lor. Sianed. really spoilted my day. Worst is im so upset le, almost have the thinking of going hm immediately but i endure. than Rohaidah told me to extend till 6pm. WTH?! I told her i dont want, somemore i meeting ppl later. she keep on saying 'its ok, alan. no problem de. we're here to help you.' but i really dont want to extend lor. so, i have no says. sianed. KNN.
i dont care much... i go off at 5pm. than meet Eunos @ beach road. we go shop for some items for unit. than went back to yishun. went to Cyberactive n brought a MS wireless Keyboard with Mouse @ $66. So happy! than went back hm and make online upgrade for MS Vista Home Premium @ $150.
22/02 - GR1
Morning shift again.... Than problems comes in. Brandon surpose to work GR1. but he came late, so i must cover. Than got abit of problems. Its caused by previous shift ppl d day b4. But luckily solved. Today managed to get back home on time. Can sleep for long hrs finally. Past 1 wk not enough slp. Starting to fall sick too. Thoat in pain.
23/02 - CNY Reunion Dinner
Ya. Finally my off day and really a day for me to enjoy. 1pm meet siewlin, chai kee, edsmond and yewleong @ junction8. window shopping awhile, went to Secret Recipe for cakes, buy Bday cake @ Polar than NTUC for dinner stuffs. only spent $80 or less in NTUC. btw, i found the Pocari Sweat powder and Nugart Bar!!!
took cab to siewlin's house. playing mahjong n pool. than at 7pm, we started makan. Got, jee cheng, louis, candy, brandon, jewel, shast, liyi and karen. VAC GANG IN ACTION AGAIN! than after eating we rest abit 1st. Than jee cheng tricked everyone into living room than i bring in the cake. Its for Candy and Yew leong. Abit back tat we nvr buy the present yet. but we'll give them soon. than louis, brandon, siewlin n I play mahjong. 1st time i play with money. I won $1! Lucky me. Beginner's luck. now can understand better le. Oh, btw... Siew bro is my friend also. Wei Ming from NYPSU. HAHA! WAT A SMALL WORLD!
So, started go home at 12am. I n louis missed the last bus so we took cab home. $10+ only. tats cheap. slept at 1.30am.
24/02 - SIC3
Nvr go to work. Sick. need to get a MC. sianed. But its gd la... i really can rest well. hope can recover soon.
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I really hate u, seriously. U dont care about me at all. U dont know what I do outside, who I hang out with and ask about my life. U dont understand me at all. I want a home that is caring, warm and clean. So many cats around, how to stay free from sickness?
Tml is CNY eve. U told me u got work I already not very happy but I forgive u. Now u tell me CNY day 2 u got work also? Tat day is the only day we going to house visits every year. Its never change since the 1st time we going visit as what I can remember. Its the only they that I'll be able to see the rest of the relatives, once per year. Not to say about the ang bao, thou its very tempting. But its the bonding. I will not forgive u for that. Ur manager cant find ppl to work its their problem. U can reject de.
ITS CNY, A DAY FOR CHINESE PPL TO REST, NOT TO WORK! GO N DIE UR BLOODY INDIAN BOSS. U DONT CARE ABOUT UR STAFF AT ALL. STOP THINKING ABOUT MONEY. FAMILY MORE IMPORTANT!
Since there is no reunion dinner and house visits, I'll rather work than stay in this empty and heartless home. GO N DIE! I'M SICK OF U ALL! ONE DAY IF I HAVE THE MONEY, I'LL MOVE OUT STRAIGHT AWAY!
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Ok, Today went to HTA(Home Team Acedemy) to help out AREA S3 classification shoot. Our Area got 11 schools!!! So, u know how many cadets shooting and d time taken lor. Btw, we are the biggest Area in Singapore. AREA 2 BAGUS!
I am the Scorer lor. The one to check n give them their score. Really no mercy today. I must be strict. In Area event and above I dont give face, eventhough you are my best friend I'll still be the same. Wats more when we are in HTA? With so many schools, you can imagine how many cadets I have to check their score board. I really 'Da Kai Yian Jian'(open my eyes).
I saw alot ppl with score of 0 (ZERO). Pro right? When I do marking, all I say is "?? IN, ?? OUT, NEXT". haha. So cool(n cold-blooded). The cadets see me so fierce till they dont know how to talk properly. Than kanna scold by me again. But really pissed off lor... they really dont know how to behave themselves n the unit officers giving me problems, keep coming disturbing me for the grades. I also no mercy than give them abit attitude la, but I still respect them as my officer.
got some cadets like not happy with my grading. but wat can they do? i grade from wats in their scoreboard. you got 1 bullet nvr shoot out from the gun not my problem. u got bullets fly out of the box is ur fault. u got only 1 OUT, 3 points for u only. tats all. dont cry infront of me. i cant give u pass with score 3 out of 90.
my MSN-PM of the day: "? IN ? OUT= ??/90. This is how I grade you on how you score and you jolly-well accept it! *Evil-Horn*"
but over here I wanna congratz YTSS. They had won Gold in UOPA'06 and for this S3 shoot, their S3 have about 90% scores marksmanship. Gd job! YSS, think its time for u all to buck up, tats y from now on i'm not going to be soft to u all anymore. I'm going to push u all to the max as i can. dont blame me, its for ur own gd.
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yeay! Came back from MSP le. There nothing lor... Sianed. But hor, traveling to there is faster than traveling to Sentosa. LOL! 6.3oam out of my house 7.30 reach MSP, 5.05pm leave MSP 6.10 reach home. Fast right?
Tuesday going HTA. Finally. haha. maybe go find the head admin officer to check on the status of our number 1 request. bring the cadets to collect uniform n S3 classification shoot. It time for me to shoot again also. Long time nvr do it le. Shiok sia.
Wed going outing. Planner havent give me details yet. So, wait lor...
And ya, my unit going to have outings. 16-18 March going batam trip (S4) and 20-22 Jun to Perak (S3). OMG! Cant wait for it! but it means i'll need $$$. ARGH!!! Going to sell my lousy laptop asap.
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ok, my OC informed me that he had faxed the form to HQ le. Should get the reply soon. Maybe tat's the highest rank i can get b4 i really stop npcc?
unit now kanna GOH. not involved in parade itself but as instructors only. nvm lor, relax only. cadets nowadays, want no.1, want M16, wan this wan tat... think of the current situation 1st, ok? give me a gd drill than i give u wat u all want. dont think can get also la... haha... GOH (Guest) is not MP also. n, wats the BIG DEAL to be GOH? haiz...
after tat training on fri than sick till now. fever on n off. like shast said, might be dengee. having a close look at it now. if by tml still got fever, i'll go see a doc. totally weak sia... haiz...
work also not tat gd... so many ppl quiting. mar request is out but i dont know how to fill it in. should quit or stay? haiz... FAN AH!
Grad Ceremony on 13 mar. dont know can pass to attend anot...
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Ok, MIA again... busy with work, PP and FYP.
sianed... lots of things happened in 1 mth...
in sch...
Finally PP and FYP over. Passed PP. Now waiting for FYP and Overall GPA results to grad. 11 days more to 'last' day of school. (Provided dont retain la... haiz)
in npcc...
So, officially not in committee le. can relax abit. but hor, our unit now kanna GOH. than might be appointed in ATC also... jialat sia... do we have the enough resources to do all? it we able to do it, than we can secure a silver this year. i hope we can really prove that our unit really improved alot.
in work...
junita now in express le... sadded. yest is sharina's bday n last day of work. jewel n shast not requesting work. the newbie all going to stop working after mid-feb. sian lor... y like tat... haiz... very d sad lor, feel like crying. yest work gac than vincent came witness. than he asked me wanna transfer to express anot. i dont want to do there do normal job lor. my hope is to work in express info counter but tats a dream now. already felt that going express will not be me le... worst is in info counter. heard tat tat BADMAN only wan gals in info counter. unless i wear skirt la. @_@ (sori ah... think tats too lame) i only reply vincent tat i'll consider 1st if he able to get me into info counter. now very 'fan'. dont think can go islander dept since now still no reply from them. haiz.
omg! now bank starts to charge me Service Charge $2 le!!! ok, means i'll need to start saving money again. no more anyhow spending now.
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