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.: SHOUTBOX :.
.: ABOUT ME :.

ALAN PHUANG
24 Yrs old
31-10-1985
YSS NPCC
Senior Cadet Inspector
J04
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SAF Driver
Sembawang Camp
ORD - 140611

.: MY WISHES :.

Dont Wish! Do It!

.: FRIEND'S SITES :.

.: Aishah :.
.: Louis :.
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.: COMING EVENTS :.

Ubin Recce
YSS Camp 2 + Ubin Trip
Ex. YSS NPCC BBQ
YSS NCO CAMP 2010
SYOG 2010
NDP 2010


.: ARCHIVES :.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004 . 30 November 2004

met eric and shirley than nat to sch. today is VB lesson, also is VB UT 1. think UT fail liao la... dont know how to do. haiz... but today's lesson i know how to do. haha. gd. hope can score well for daily grade today. finished the movie 'incredible' in class today. the ending very funny. haha. even taufiq also stop work to watch together. laughter among us. haha. than nothing much to do, than slack in class after lesson. thought amos is going home, so wait for him... but in d end he went for club meeting! WAT KAO! sian 1/2. than bo bian lor... no more ppl accompany me take mrt home... then with nat to take 'free transportation' to redhill mrt. maybe today think too much ba... slept in the train. i almost lie on a gal... my gosh! luckily b4 i did tat, she 'pushed' me back to position. transfered money to my friend then went home. watch tv and use net asual. tml is science. hope its easy.

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Monday, November 29, 2004 . 28 and 29 November 2004

ok... yest really nothing much... slack at home and surf net. tats all.

today is Enterprise. Shirley sick, nvr come to sch. met eric then met nat for free transport. hehe. can understand today's lesson. pass today's quiz. 6 of 10. watch 'incredibles' in class halfway... later gonna continue watching.

called Singtel to ask for my billing enqiry... KNN! called 2 times all gal pickup... somemore all cannot help me de... tat time tat guy is better, willing to help me. CB! they (the gals) said cos i received alot of 10sec calls... it will still count as 1min charge! F LA! like tat also can... further ask found out those calls are made by my sis and mum... KNN. super lor... best liao. not my fault lor... they created these calls d... but $200+ bills in 2 mths really redicules... i really cannot accept it!

lousy customer service. F them all! when home qurrel with my sis. really cannot take it liao. she really spent too much money liao... now made my bills so high! ARRGGG!!! i really wanted to move out!!! anyones house dont mind give me a floor to sleep? i really want to get out of this life!

now no mood to study for tml's VB... still havent do RJ... haiz... better go do now... haiz...

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Sunday, November 28, 2004 .


WELCOME TO HOLLAND... oops its st. george's church actually... haha!
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The bible and the knee cusion.
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in the church - all team members
(from left: Rose, Alan(me), Shirley, Eric and Wendy)

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st george's church
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Posting pic!
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Marching Parade?
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This is ART! haha!
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Reception Tower
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while walking to chruch
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Another pic
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Saturday, November 27, 2004 . 26 and 27 November 2004

26/11, Friday - its Culture today and also problem solving UT 1. Lesson is on 'amazing race:buildings'. my team of the day is: Alan(me), Eric, Rose, Shirley and wendy. our team do 'st. George's church'. very nice place. later will upload the pic for ya'll to see. very fun... on our way there, we walk pass the mansion used to be the 'the unbeatable:3' scene. wow! inside got 7 Honda, 2 jeeps and 2 bikes, 1 fountain, 1 eagle statue and heard tat inside actually have a big fish tank!!!! WoW! Rich Sia! too bad... cannot take photos...

while taking photos inside the church, nat's team called me. They kanna 'arrested' by the police. luckily nothing much tat serious. just cannot take photos of the building only. hmmm... cedric actually said the quiz is very hard but we managed to score quite well. he was amazed. haha! Don't under estimate our abilities, k? hahaha.

after lesson when home lor. took don's car to redhill mrt than took daddy's free transportation to woodlands than take 969 back to chongpang. went for a haircut and than went home. use net as usual, than chit chat with friends. settle something later on... no time to blog... thus nvr update blog lor. slept at 2am.

27/11, Saturday - Its Ms Cheryl's and her hubby(wai liang)'s Wedding Day! met shirley and wendy at jurong 1st b4 we met yunjing halfway and then met the rest at aljunied mrt station. our class got 13 ppl(alan, aishah, cindy, don, funan, huiping, lavene, merri, natasha, shirley, wendy, yasas and yunjing)went for the event. quite alot. cedric went with us also. hmmm... its a big day for the couple. both so handsome and beautiful. took some photos of them, will upload them once i got the copy. my 1st time attending church wedding. very nice. after tat we have refreshments and then we took photos with the couples in a big group. think cheryl will send us the photos ba. forget wats the new surname liao... only remember its also 'L'... haha. sorry! think its 'Lai'.

next we walk to lorong 8 to eat 'xiao long bao'. Mr Low follow us along. some of them go off 1st cos they went to some other places. funan pay sia... ok lor. i dont mind. he like to pay let him pay lor. after eating we took cabs to suntec. he pay again. hack care. he rich ma... its ok. when to nokia care... shirley actually want to service her HP, but when nearly her turn, she changed her mind. she decided to trade in.

found out tat her HP is not 7650i, batt not nokia brand and also warrenty care wrong barcode... kaoz... poor shirley. she kanna con so much when she brought the 7650 last time. the M1 guy in d end unable to help her much. wan to trade-in with out plan also cannot, cos not enough money... sian 1/2.

than we (now left only I, shirley, cindy, Don and Funan) went window shopping. cindy looking for winter wear. after shopping we decided to go to wisma but don and funan when home. left 3 ppl now. went to sony errisson servicing hub. cindy checking her HP. found out tat the chipboard spolit. replace is $400. kaoz... nvr replace lor... buy new hp is cheaper. thus we took cab back to suntec nokia. cos the HP they cannot accept, wat a waste... cannot buy new HP.

after so much disappointing, we walk abit longer than we took mrt back home. reach home at about 11pm. so tiring. ate something before i sleep. slept at about 1am+.

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Thursday, November 25, 2004 . 24-25 November 2004

24/11, Wednesday - As usual, met shirley and eric than 'long-pang' nat's car to sch. Sci lesson. about DNA. quite ok... at least now im getting abit of my study mode back. helped aishah to format laptop but not tat successful... joined domain but got some reading errors... haiz... overall, i do understand the topic. not tat difficult like wat she said actually.

after tat when for my area 2 campfire... i regret to go now... 'throw' all my face away liao... haiz... stupid NCOs trying to act smart and 'chase' my friend away... then they anyhow plan on their own... jialat lor... everything 'cock-up'. 10 schs only 3 other schs come... pathetic... i wander wat happen during the past 2 years... standards dropped alot... worst is AC come... than all these stupid programs they comeout for the campfire... i dont know anything than go there in the end kanna complaints from AC, OCs and my CIs friends!!! so disappointed... should not go actually... luckily now im under AC and not sch unit liao... im out of tat hell sch. after campfire 11pm when to 24hr kopitiam YSS-CIs/SI gathering. went home at 12.30am. slept at 1am.

25/11, Thursday - PBL lesson. met eric and shirley go to sch. today's topic is about finding the cause of the baby's death. did help out the team to comeout with the timetable diagram. we comeout with alot of stupid ideas of how the baby's death. haha. tats quite fun.

after lesson went home. when reached yishun mrt met my best buddies! they going to ex. class gathering... but no one told me... too last min... nvm lor... i dont go lor... since no one care about it to inform me b4 hand. cos they meet too early, than we go to S-11 kopitiam to accompany me eat my dinner lor. after tat they when for the gathering and i went home lor. done my RJ and evaluations. really nothing to say. hmmm... think tats all lor... haha. tml CnC... gonna to be 'boring'... haiz...

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004 . what a day...

today is science UT. nvr study for it. hope can pass... VB today. dont know how to do... the more i do the more blur i am... jialat... how to survive in here like tat? everytime say must workhard but once reach sch become no mood to learn... cannot like tat le... like tat is not responsible and not mature enough. really better buckup of in the end im d one lost out d most.... also will drag my teammates down... ARRGGG!!! STRESS AR!!! STUDY MOOD!!! FASTER COME BACK!!!

nvr go home straight after lesson cos rain too heavily. wait for taufiq and amos to go home together instead... but it rain more worst... bo bian la... still wan to go home... just go lor... 3 man walking under d rain... totally wet! luckily MRT not much ppl... got space to stand about. hmmm... reach home at about 5.30 if im not wrong. use net and chat lor... trying to complete Mario World 4... but still cannot... nvm.. try harder next time.

reinstall VB.net and install CS game. than watch TV and chit chat... now chating with my NYP friz while watching 'Glass Shoes'... haha! think tats all i can remember... haha! tml Sci... gd luck then...

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Monday, November 22, 2004 . Another Day passes...

today as usual... met eric and shirley at jurong then go sch together. today is enterprise. ruey shan tat MIA gal finally came for lesson. she's my team today. nvr talk alot to her... busy helping natasha to reformat her laptop most of the lesson. stupid thing... tried alot of time cannot join domain using her account... in d end go find xiao ying and she use her account to join in successfully... should had used my account to try join in... wat a fool i am. installed all the most important driver and software for her. today's quiz very difficult. score 2 of 10 only... haiz... the lowest in class. jialat. RJ also very chim... haiz...

when home than managed to install VS.net successfully! haha! wow! great work! finally can us VS.net. haha. tml is sci UT... hope be able to do... if dont know than get 'reference' from nat lor... haha. tml also is VB. sure is 3 ppl show de la... haiz... hope tml's topic not tat stress... y tat ms koh reshuffle also can make my group 3 ppl only again? how she do de? knn. stupid fool...

ok... think tats all i can remember le... hope be blessed for d UT. radio out!

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Sunday, November 21, 2004 .


Ms Cheryl liew's Wedding Detail
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I finally completed my Cadet Inspector Probation! 15 HQ and 42 Unit hrs! No more PCI. now confirm is CI. hahaha!!! Way to go! HeHeHe...

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Just now when out buy lunch. while ordering food, i have a strange thinking. suddenly think of a the past and present . for example:

Chicken rice - past: $1.50 now: $2.50
Hokkien mee - past: $2 now: $3
Yeo's Packet Drink - past: $0.40 now:$0.60

Than out of sudden, it reminds me of my past. the kiddy days in jie min pri and ahmad ibrahim pri... the revolution days in yishun sec... the brotherhood life in NYP... now is the happy days in RP.

than also the clubs i joined b4... Chinese club, AVA club, swimming club, librarian, NPCC, NYPSU... all the events i been b4... so many fun, sad, angry,boring things, etc... that happened and will always be kept in my mind.

All the friends i knew... all the working friends i met... all the places i worked b4... fruit stall, food court, yakun - lots of outlets...

Time fly so fast... everything changes so fast. seems like everything happened is like yesterday only. i wander how far my life can go on... what my future beholds...

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Mario's Super Power!
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CI
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NPCC Flag
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CI Rank
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NPCC Pulau Ubin Campsite Obstacle Tower
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Alan's Previous Blogskin
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Saturday, November 20, 2004 . 20 November 2004

ok... today woke up at 9am. use net to chat with friends. updated my blog for the past few days. than configure my laptop. than play mario. finally completed World 3! haha! tats the happy part. sad part is my blog suddenly gone! idiot! the codes all disappears without any reasons! ARRGGG! worst is i redo it and its gone after a few hours later! How can tat be??? ARRGGG!!! GGEEEERRR!!! I HATE IT!!! nvm... redo again. so this is the lastest one. hope no problem again. i had posted some photos for the MOE-UG camp. have a look. ^-^

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MOE UG Camp 04 Logo
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Terap Leaders! MOE UG Camp 04
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Mario Fever! world 3 Completed!
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Friday, November 19, 2004 . 16 - 19 November 2004

ok... im too buzy... tats y nvr blog... im going to write a short summary for all these days...

16/11, tuesday - VB lesson. met eric and shirley to sch. nat felt tired and nvr come. changed team. new team members are: Alan, Natasha, Farihana and Aniza. die... Aniza MIA... 3 man show again... cos now new team 2 ppl, than we combine team with Rose's group. oh, i reformated by laptop again. thanks to farihana's blog lor... i go in than it installed the spyware for me... kaoz... i not blaming her, partly my fault for not doing the settings correctly. after lesson i forgot where i go... think i when home straight. cos to catch the last episode of 'The Champion'.Sleep at 1am i think.

17/11, Wednesday - Sci today. wear my NPCC shirt to sch, cos have meeting after sch. met eric and shirley than took nat's car to sch asual. Cells bio again. haiz... can understand 50% only. than after quiz faster go for my meeting. this meeting is for the MOE's UG EXPERIENTIAL CAMP 04' on 18/11. i thought its only a meeting but its not. there is also peparation and staying over night. im not informed! lousy planning... dont let me know who is the caller called me for the meeting and only know how to say 'dont know' when i asked for details. stupid fool! the camp is at a very deserted part of singapore. deep inside CCK. the place have 3 campsite side-by-side: MOE Barhara Camp, SJAB Camp Christine and Selanbam Scouts Camp. meeting is at Camp chirstine. having our meeting and dinner(nasi lamak) untill 9pm. than cos i and a few not informed for the stay overnight, so we insisted to go home. my HQ officer agreed and sent us home cos she also wanted too... had to push her car onto the road cos her front car stucked in the muddy pool, cos of the heavy rain. reached home at 10pm. do RJ in a rush, use the net to surf and chat a while, and then pack my things for the camp tml. slept at 1.30am.

18/11, Thursday - today is the camp day. woke up at 4.45am. wash up and ready to go to meet my friends at 5.45. as usual... im the 1st to reach and they are always late... than we faster took train to YCK for the free pickup by MOE stuff at 6.25 to the campsite. reached the campsite at 7am. than i called astin up for sch and nat sms me tat she not going for sch cos she sick.

ok... lets get it started... got my T-shirt and started by day. when to Scout camp assembly area to wait for the kids to arrives... slowly 870++ Pri 6 kids gathers in this field. total 10 groups, each named by a tree name. my group is TERAP. have 6 leaders to look after 75 kids... faint! My team leaders are : Alan(me!), Xui Qin, Shi Wei, Xin Yi, Melvin(L) and Guo Yao.

attendance taking. remembered afew names: min ting, NATASHA, wei jie, aaron, DON, alexander... etc. very difficult to let them settle down. saw my Pri Sch Teacher, mr gazali from AIPS! haha! he said he cant remeber me cos i look so big now( cos i grow la!) and i replied i still can remeber him but he looks old with a big tummy and lots of white hair! haha! i actually said tat! but tats was fun for us. hehe.

after opening ceremony we starts our activities. 1st stop is obstacle course by GB. the whole place is muddy. but we leaders dont care liao la... cos we are prepared to get dirty. but the kids keep on complainting. haiz...

morning break after obstacle course.

next stop is exhibitions by all UGs. there is a new CCA opening next yr and tat is National Civil Defence Cadet Corps(NCDCC).

after tat is lunch! fried rice with lemon chicken and vegi. tats was nice... but i got some kids running up to me and said they are not nice! kaoz! they dont know that how fortunate they are. at my age tat time i dont even have such a good meals. tat time is using styroform box but theirs is in Microwave box. they still dare to ask me for cold drinks like coke, pepsi, 7-up... blah. ASS-HOLE!

next is paint ball by NCC. wow! so nice to play! haha! when the kids finished their rounds and have some spare time, its we, leaders turn! 6 rounds! 3 on target, 1 headshot and 2 bulleye! haha. tat was great!

than we proceed to civil defence demo by SCDF. they are the ones to train the new NCDCC. there is an aircon educational bus, a red rhino and 2 SCDF fast-response bike.

have another small break over here. so gd, the organiser planned in the way tat food is brought to us instead we go and get ourself like in the past. the kids really dont know how fortunate they are... haiz...

our last station is at camp chirstine, first aid lesson by SJAB. very noisy kids... keep on asking me for my particulars... stupid thingy... cant stand them.

after tat lesson, we bring them to the designated point to wait for their dinner. as the food not yet arrives, we make them play some games and make them do clean up. next is their dinner.

than we bring them to the last program, the highlight of this game, CAMPFIRE!!! tat was fun! haha! after everything are over, the kids ran up to us and get our email and HP. regret to gave them my HP no. haiz... scared they call and disturb me. last thing we do for them is to send them to their teacher to be send home. finally!

overall comments for these kids: they are disrespectful, no manner, low moral, uneducated, no racial humony thinking, sexial bios, no initiative and dont know they are very fortunate. in here i wish them good luck to their future. dont wish to see them again. may god bless you all.

then we 100++ leaders and helpers clean up the 2 campsites. my group clean the pix louge block. some of us heard someone one humming while cleaning and abit scared. after cleaning we took a small break chit chating. we are talking about ghost movies and happy tree friends than i suddenly sad something tat scares the 2 gals. i said this:

"one day, imagine while halfway talking there is a while ball dropped down from the 2nd floor, u look up and saw a little boy with an eyeball gone say this to u 'jie jie(sister), have u seen my eyeball?'.

at tat part of time its really quite scary. we are looking after kids and the gals experients heard the humming sound plus somemore its at nite. it build up the just right atmosphere. haha. too bad. im the big kor kor(brother) among them. haha. we exchanged our emails so as to contact each other in the future.

have our last final debrief and then took our goodie bags, we are ready to go home. reached home at 11pm. than used net till about 12.30 than i when to sleep.

19/11, Friday - CnC today. wear really slack today. RP gaming t-shirt and shorts + sandals. eric was late so we reach sch late by 5min. than cedric ask us to form a new team. F**ker. than i, eric, shirley, aishah and aini form a new team. topic on FOOD. we prepared so much b4 the lesson to be either judge or chicken rice but we get non of them. haiz... in the end do rojak. haiz... in d end, we are the lowest scoring team. nat;s team(judge) said tat they to come out with something special for example the method of prepare. but rojak is done is this way. rojak-> mixture. tats the way. anyhow do! haiz... nvm, i gave up.

lesson ends at 3pm. when to redhill to accompany don and huiping to eat. i , shirley and cindy find some snacks to eat only. than eric arrived and we proceed home. reached home at about 5.30pm. do my RJ and play some games. clean up my room also. think tats all i can remember ba. slept at 11pm. cos very tired.

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Monday, November 15, 2004 . 10 - 15 November 2004

ok, cos laptop is down... so, no net access to update here.

10/11 (Wednesday) - forget most of the thing... met shirley, eric and took a ride to sch by nat's car. CnC lesson. its about ART. 'wat is ART?' and 'why is ART ART?' chim? i dont think so! haha. than after tat go home do RJ. slept at 8pm. super early.

11/11 (Thursday) - today is holiday, no sch today. laptop super laggy and also hang easily... cannot take it le!!! FORMAT!!! but format failed... cos after format cant go into windows... haiz... so, no net access the whole day! watch TV to kill off time...

12/11 (Friday) - actually dont wan to go sch de... but cos laptop CMI, so go sch format. reget to let IT Helpdesk to format for me. should let amos help me out. i hate SP2. too much security levels. quite a number of software im using CMI. it get hangs often also... haiz... very disappointed with SP2. gonna to change back to SP1.

13/11 & 14/11 ( Sat and Sun) - nothing much. when to BEST DENKI to work. brought 4 movies to watch each day. total watched 8 movies in 2 days. haha.

15/11 (Monday) - meet lavene, alan2, cindy, hui ping+her dad+her sis to go SUNTEC for motor road show 04'. $10 for entry. wow... but think worth it cos saw alot of new concept cars... too bad is cannot drive or buy them... CRY! after tat when for dinner at PASTA MANIA. then go shopping. next hui ping's dad drove us home. wow... its a long time ppl send me home liao.. haha. reach home at 10pm. than use net till now. think tats all for today. hope to see ya soon! cos think im gonna to reformat back to SP1... hehe. c ya!

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Saturday, November 13, 2004 . ANNOUNCEMENT!

CURRENTLY, MY LAPTOP IS DOWN EVER SINCE UPGRADE TO WINDOWS XP-SP2. ALOT OF PROBLEMS ARISES... SO, IM GONNA DOWNGRADE BACK TO XP-SP1.
WILL NOT BE BLOGGING ONLY UNTILL TUESDAY, 16/11.
SORRY FOR ANY INCONVIENCE CAUSED.
DO LOOK HERE FOR MORE UPDATES SOON.

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004 . 9 November 2004

today met eric and shirley at mrt. than we walk to sch. at uphill met nat, so when into the car again! haha. today is PBL, do Literature Reviews. today go to yunjing's team. slack again... haiz... think im really is getting tired liao... i can see a drop in standards in me. better buck up! gonna to be away from sch for almost 1 week. hope it wont affect my studies. ada today no 2nd meeting, so when to Don's house to play. his doggy so cute! haha. his house also so nice!!! haiz... hate my life! when will there be a change? haizz... today nvr help jing jing in the Literature Reviews... dont know she not feeling well... feel so bad now. sorry... hmmm, copy 'brotherhood' into my laptop in class. then when home early, do RJ, than watch it. damn long sia. but its a nice movie. although at some part of time its lame, but overall its gd. grade it 4.5 out of 5. reget not to go watch the movie in cinema. ok... now watching ch 8 'the champion'. tml is Culture, topic is about body painting, hope its going to be fun! c ya!

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Monday, November 08, 2004 . 8 November 2004

today met eric and shirley. halfway saw sugar daddy then go sch together. magdeline not here today, so eric kwak take over. he super funny sia. just like eric wong. haha. but his lesson i cannot cope sia... cell and cholesterol biology... so chem...haiz... CMI...

oh, ms cheryl gonna to be married on 27 nov! congrats. married to wei liang(dont know him... haha). she inviting our class to the ceremony. wow, so honoured. im going! haha. wish them to be a lovely couple 4 ever!

go home do rj... haiz... dont know how to do... think for 2 hrs still cannot understand... in de end anyhow do... hack care liao la...

ok, now go watch 'the champion'. c ya tml.

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Sunday, November 07, 2004 . 7 November 2004

slacked at home whole day, nvr go out. play mario, chat with friz, surf for GBA games, find resources for the NPCC safety first test and prepare myself for the new changes...

suddenly can feel alot of pressure surrounding me... maybe im stressed out by thinking too much ba... but watever, im S~T~R~E~S~S~E~D!!!

watch tv till 1.30am... tats all i can remember...

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Saturday, November 06, 2004 . 6 November 2004

Today NPCC beach cleanup. Bring sec1s to Sembawang beach. After that have a meeting with the NCOs. Rushed to YTSS for a meeting with AC from 2-4pm. NPCC gonna changed a lot from next year onwards. Thanks to the 5 working days of civil workers. Teachers and staffs not coming to school on sat… die… all CIs and HOs will be under AC directly from now on. Good, don’t need to see those OCs face. Hope all these changes will help to improve the corps. After meeting when to Yishun NLB borrow Bio and VB books. Can’t find any stats books. Haiz… after that go eat KFC with Alex, go to chong pang to look for HP casing for Shirley and than I when home at 8.40. too tired today, so slept at 10.

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Friday, November 05, 2004 . 5 November 2004

Today go school as usual, meet Eric and Shirley at met than saw Wendy. Next meet Nat taking her mum’s car. Today is VB, combined team with Eric and Wendy. Binomial and Poisson… cannot take it. Don’t understand, jialat liao. After 2nd meeting, our team slacked. We were finding free Monopoly and playing Mario. Mario Fever! Quiz anyhow do and scored 10 of 15… hehe, lucky me. For RJ, I go website to search, copy and paste the answer. Haha. Super slack today.

After lesson go shopping at orchard. I brought a red Giordano shirt. Next go to marina bay eat steamboat. Eat a lot. Think going to gain weight liao… reach home at 12am. Tomorrow got NPCC. Better sleep early.

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Thursday, November 04, 2004 . 4 November 2004

today woke up early but slacked too long. so in the end late to meet shirley, eric and nat. our team and eric's team combine today. yeah! today's topic is on financial statements. play monopoly in class in order to learn. tats so fun! after tat is the real lesson... accounting. kaoz... long time nvr do liao. 2 yrs. somemore is my worst subject. overall, dont know wat im doing in class la. haiz... after lesson stay in sch to play monopoly. cos rain too heavily ma. kkw let us borrow. hehe. thanks!

after the game, when home straight lor. reach home at 7.30. finished my RJ while in train, so when home just copy and paste only. btw, i found one of my best songs! 'First Love (techno remix)'!!! yeah!!! so nice!!! hahaha. think tats all i can remember. tml VB. stats... die... ok, going to go slp liao. gd nitey!

Snoozed at 11:35 PM .
Wednesday, November 03, 2004 . 3 November 2004

today same old thing. met shirley, eric and special guest merri. walk to sch. than at the slope road, i spotted nat's red car. nat's mum stopped the car, than all hopped in. haha. squezee 6 ppl in one car again. we are famous for this. hehe. so funny! today CnC. cedric is back. yeah! about 5 ppl nvr come class cos of O's. pay back all funan's money. 3 more ppl to go.

today's topic very fun! role play! we do the bad example question while other 2 teams do good examples. hehe. we are the 'bad guys'. its based on EQ. quite an interesting topic. than go to lib for a talk by ZA company and pacesetters/YA. can say abit ok la... makeup... kaoz... wat does it got to do with me? i swear i wont wear makeup the 2nd time ever since my musical performance last time. kaoz...

lesson is fun today. full of jokes and laughter. tongkat ali jokes come into use in the role play. haha. today's quiz quite hard. score 2 of 6.

than go to causeway point buy t-shirt with cindy. going to wear it with the jean and belt given from my frizs on friday. come back and do rj.

i did something wrong today... i shouldn't do tat. why i have tat thinking? do i really have to do tat? what makes me really do it? am i wrong to do it? why i nvr think of others? am i responsible? now, im doubting my responsiblity and trustworthness. wat cindy said is correct. i should not do tat. now i feel guilty and hate myself alot. wat makes me like this? i really need to self reflection alot now. my behavior is unacceptable. will change from now on. nvr must repeat the same mistakes i had done again.

Snoozed at 9:30 PM .
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 . 2 November 2004

today met shirley and eric at mrt. cultural UT today. think can score well. than today ada sick, one faci take over. kaoz... he dont know how to teach de la. knn... makes me lost faith on today's lesson. his 2nd meeting i playing game. hack care.

than after sch i and eric go to company collect our pay. $80 only. better than none. haha. after tat when home. brought dinner home eat. lousy RJ questions. dont know wats the learning issue of the day... how to do? haiz... anyhow do summit. hmm, think today will slp early. tml cnc,cedric coming back tml. haha. hope he teach well.

okie, thats all i can remember. c ya tml. more updates soon.

Snoozed at 9:30 PM .
Monday, November 01, 2004 . 1 November 2004

today woke up very late. manage to meet shirley and eric in the morning. still got taufiq and don waiting for me. wow. all waiting for me sia. btw, i took a cab from orchard to sch, cos really going to be late. $5 gone.

today sci. change team. new team member: i, lavene, shirley and joe. joe today not feeling well, so i send him to sickdbay rest. quite a stress topic, but abit more easier than last week's. today got queenstown npc roadshow in sch. play the game 2 times. got a mug. than don play and won the last bag. tats the prize i wan! exchanged with him. so happy! yeah! bring to sch tml!!!

today feel very tired sia... maybe cos lack of sleep ba. shoulder can feel the ache sia. our sci faci like child sia. sometimes really cannot stand tat act cute behaviour. so strange lor. scary. but i think she is trying to be friendly ba. lets dont think much about it...

actually going out eat with cindy them de... but rain very heavily. unable to get out of sch. than eat at sch lor. after tat, i feel tired liao, so i when home lor. reach home use net, do rj, chat. normal routine. haiz, used to this lifestyle liao.

today is jia wei's and tml is lizhen's birthday. wish them happy birthday. ok. tml is culture UT. nvr study. sure die de. haiz. tats all, gdnitey.

Snoozed at 10:50 PM .